Surely Carol wanted what all girls wanted, or wanted to want. Security, someone to lean on, to ground her more than she could herself. She swung always between raucous and sunk, harboring fantasies of going somewhere big and doing something romantic. She had to be resourceful more than other girls, but she had been waiting for the chance to let it all fall, out of her hands, so she could better hear the big mystery.

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